You, Baby, you.

How do you communicate a cackle through text?
WAhahahhaaahahh..giggle..giggle..
I'm enlarging, this thing inside me,
is about to take flight,
building and brewing
in sleep filled nights,
I'm becoming.
And have become.
This entity, with a smile
that I respect
cherish
and I want to play with.
This woman. 25.
with hips, and curves
who pulls 95lbs squats 135 (I took myself by surprise),
that smirks, with the philosophy
that life's a running joke.
Baby this is an Ode to you,
natural curls,
loud voice,
and swimmers arms,
with the bravery to stand in a front of a crowd
with the quiet and keen to listen
and the curiosity/wonderment to learn.
Heart pure, eyes open.
May all love surround you.
May passion fuel you.
Let dreams be objectives,
and possibilities be endless.

Your a rarity, flourishing.

Meal Inquestion

Dear self?
What are you hungry for?
I want to make you something.
We know your preferred ingredients.
Disconnection-in order to deeply connect.
Further self, educationally or otherwise.
Challenge.
Learn a new language.
Discover a new culture.
Out of America.
Save money.
Learn a new craft or hobby.
Dancing, merriment.
Making a home.
Community.
A reason to dress up on occasion.
Helping.
Love.
Using my hands.
Touching the naked roots of what really matters (no superficial fluff).
Sport.
Ingredients, got it.
So put those things together...
And what do you have?
And is this what you want now or later?